Bill Hollands
Exam
I am laid out, strange
chicken under heat lamp as
she feathers my head
to expose blue scalp, stretches
the wax webbing between
my toes. Who else
looks at me this closely?
Bug-eyed, inscrutable,
she ponders the great mystery
of my back, inks what must be
frozen or gouged out –
barnacles, dirty warts, moles
in hiding. Fecund eco-
system of death and desire
what good my thousand lovers?
The Title of My 10th Grade English Textbook Was ‘The Perilous Journey’
Beautiful trees, right?
Yeah, no, I don’t know
what they are either. Pine?
Gorgeous. This hike
has everything! Little
Red Riding Hood forest,
Sound of Music
meadow, that stream
we had to cross. Boulders!
And just enough
elevation to get
the heart going. Wait,
where’s Steve? He was
right here. Steve? Maybe
he’s waiting for us
up ahead. Brutal
switchbacks, huh? I’ve
heard the prize comes
next. Snow Lake! Oh
hi. Who are you? Look
at that flower. This is
weird! Does it seem like
we’re going down
now? When did that
happen? I guess we missed
the lake. Well,
it’s not like we were
planning on swimming
anyway – my skinny-
dipping days are over
lol! Maybe this trail
is a loop? Maybe if we just
keep going it will lead us
back to the car. I was really
looking forward to those
nachos at that Mexican
place. I hope we’re not
too late. Man, this
downhill sure is
steep. How much
farther do you think?
Bill Hollands is a teacher and poet in Seattle, where he lives with his husband and their son. His poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Rattle, North American Review, DIAGRAM, The American Journal of Poetry, Hawai`i Pacific Review, The Account, The Summerset Review, and elsewhere. He was recently named a finalist for North American Review’s James Hearst Poetry Prize.