Alex Missall
Asylum
And the light and wind and leaves now
before eventual
winter.
And the light and wind and leaves
now from a convalescing window
channel the stranger’s
sense of unreality,
which is a conflicted
nature of mine
withdrawing
the reflection of a draft
of another self,
a past letter torn out
and mailed.
*
At that place,
when becoming untangled of silence,
I had tried to grasp
at years of our confounded feeling
in the sparse syllables
of an image sent
away.
After a timeless parenthesis,
before leaving there,
I called from a phone
on a table against a wall,
and you were at a pool somewhere
and said you had received my haiku
and hung up.
Dogwood Pond
Paused at this overview,
the will is akin to wind
through a doorway:
an imageless succession
of empty frames.
After, trees that line
the descent are creaking
old doors closing
behind rooms
of static landscape.
The pond, then,
at the foot
of the hillock
is mirrorlike,
a source to searching
through unrealized absence—
off one dirt path
to shore
bog water,
reeds.
Hovering there, distortedly,
reflects a Narcissus inverted—
unnamable,
irreducible.
Alex Missall studied creative writing at the University of Cincinnati. His work has appeared in Mizmor and Carcinogenic Anthology, Alexandria, and is forthcoming in East by Northeast. He enjoys running with his dog, Betts.